Soccer Books?

Okay so this post isn't really book related but what the hey.... So coach said he would tell me if i made the team thursday or not, and i didn't make it. He said i could keep on trying out and he would give me a decision again, but he also said i could leave if i want to. apparently i need a killer instinct, so i am going to have to start pushing people down and kicking their butts, no mercy.